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Sharpness of thoughtforms

Series of works

This series emerged from personal experiences of loneliness, panic-stricken abandonment, and the loss of one's footing. In it, I explore how acute mental states transform and shift shape over time. I seek to capture the moment when painful interpretations cease to control the individual and instead become objects of observation.

In the context of working with internal states, I am interested in how subjective experience shapes and distorts the sense of reality. Thought-forms, initially modeled in 3D software, act as autonomous constructs through which a person perceives the world.

The visual language of the series is built on the deconstruction of graffiti symbols, fragments of visual memory, and imagined forms. Within sharp angles and complex intersections, transformed childhood images emerge, distorting the space. These shapes, reminiscent of spotlight-style Christmas ornaments, establish a sense of inner depth.

Here, mental images materialize and intrude into physical space in the form of sculptures and compositions on canvas. The contrast between rigid objects and soft gradients emphasizes the distance between experience and its realization. Through intentional compositional instability and a restless, minimalist structure, I shift the focus toward the internal perception of reality. This path of reinterpretation allows me to find a new, more precise way of relating to the world.